.: Every Girl Is A Queen :.

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Something about me....
There is no way to happiness, happiness is the way. I want you. I am like this. You made me the QUEEN baby! 19 years age.. Attached with my beloved cliffy... Like my blogskin,i have found my king...And every gal is a queen of someone... Currently studying in Ngee Ann.. Chinese studies.. I love heels,chocolate,and everything a gal will love!!!

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love my baby,everything in my life. Learn to take things easy
i am love heels! And currently, i am getting many stuff in china cause is cheap I love durian,red tea,cheesecake,dark chocolate........

Remember:i love my baby i love my frenz i love everything that happened to me i love what is given to me i will treasure it grib every chance that comes by, do it and never regret!<
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April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
October 2007

Thursday, May 31, 2007

During Donald duck lesson time, Jun and me was so bored which we start to write down a list of things which we were going to buy. For friends and relative etc.... I am so shocked that i am over 40 item to buy and am having cold sweat.

My list goes:

more heels,at least 3
4 more pairs of jeans,3straight cut and 1 skinny jeans
5eyeliner pencil
couple watch
Jacket
Lux hair cream
2 dress
1 working bag
2 more pair of black 3 1/4 pants

This is what i want and targeted but this is only some part of my list.

Today i bough a 1Gb mp4.. yeah!!!! champagne green in colour and it looks like ipod nano. Am very excited to try it. All of us is going to go bankrupt soon especially this month and we really think that we are short of cash. I find that my cash just go in a very fast speed! Why???? The reason being the things here is cheap!!!! Especially bags,clothes and everything. We need to buy here because till now we realised that the bags in Singapore is so expensive! It's at least 3-4 times more. Can you believe it... So we know we won't be able to pay the price in Singapore, that's why we are spending so much.

Sensitivity really kills! I am a victim of it and i just can't escape. I want to escape from it forever but sometimes it's beyond my control. I am sorry if I am harsh or crazy yesterday. But am still a girl. I don't want to be like that, I hate myself for being such a crazy girl. But i just want say what i feel. I believe that communication is very important and being honest as well. Saying out your thoughts and feeling and let each other know is essential. I love you baby.

Queen spoke at 6:10 AM

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Monday, May 28, 2007

Done with my lit test today but i think i never do well. BUang! there is this stupid question which require us to fill in the missing punctuation in the passage. When i saw the paper, i was like blank and i just laugh to myself. I swear I did!

All of us studied till very very late and in fact we did study! But sometimes thing don't turn out what we want we just have to face it.

I felt very strange lately and i don't know what is the reason behind. Maybe i miss home, maybe i miss the familiar place i have been. Or even maybe i am sick and tired of the life here. Maybe I am abit slow but I am really getting tired and wanting to go home greatly. I know i have to face alot of challenge and upcoming things that is going to happen to me but i still yearn to go home. I am afraid to face up but yet i have confident and wanting to face up to it. I know he will be there and we will overcome it. The days of going home is approaching and all of us is waiting for the days to countdown till 1 day. I am feeling it too but deep down in my heart there is a fear within me. even I am here, I can still feel the fear within me and it seems like it's trying to overcome me.

The things I have to face,the thing i have to deal with. I can do it and i am prepare for it. But I am scare that i can't control what things is heading. I realise that sometimes things can't be on our side and the way we want it to turn out to be. But what can I do? The emotion and the feeling people have for you. How people see you as a person. You can't expect people to think of you as what you want them to isn't.

Facing up to reality is what we need to o in order to deal with problem. But sometimes i just want to run away. haha. Our philosophy teacher told us something which I find it very true.

"There is no way to happiness, happiness is the way."
"If we don't know what is happiness, we won't be able to know that what it feel to be happy or sad. We will just lead out normal life."

It's true,but who will really understand? Things we need to do just for the sake of doing or it's because we have the responsible for doing it. We have to face people who just spammed you down into reality and people who will give u a cold shoulder or even a "what".

This is some kind of people we will face in our live but we must deal with them. I don't know how am I going to kill the bordness in me but i just hope that we will just get it over and done with and head home.

Queen spoke at 5:36 AM

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Sunday, May 27, 2007

Queen spoke at 8:03 AM

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Friday, May 25, 2007

Can anyone tell me is there any medicate on earth which will cure this disease name:" over-sensitive"? I don't why am I having this sickness and it has been bothering me so far. I really try my very best to control this illness in me but I don't how it can be control properly or even be cure fully.

But what can I do? I really don't mean it. Am controlling it.. I swear. But sometimes it will just explode. So i will just hate myself for that. Having normally opposite sex friend is fine to me but i can't help but sometimes controlled but this illness of mine. When the exploding is over, i will just wake up and realise that am in the wrong.

Just trust me, that is not what i mean. I trust you so we must fight this illness together. Time will help in one way or another. I believe!

Queen spoke at 6:04 AM

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Monday, May 21, 2007

okok...good news is my friend jun have file an appeal and new law against the fly fly community!!! In our dom toilet.. she is the AIIPC(against irritating insects and pest committee chair person cum founder.) And i am pending to become a member of this AIIPC committee.

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can you spot anything???

That's a worm found in Jin's vegetable when we were having lunch in canteen 2 this afternoon...

I have nothing to say and we were all disgusted by it and I swear i never want to eat there ever again!!!! She say the canteen food is very clean and discourage us to eat outside school but this is what we found.....

Queen spoke at 5:49 AM

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Friday, May 18, 2007

Thanks to ah xxxxx... We got the name of Singapore Tai Tai!! We are very honored that we have this special name that this special someone gave us. We are living with it and I have to say that I "praised". But we our point of view and our definition of the name "Singapore Tai Tai " is totally different!!

I have to start from the day we came to China. But firstly, i have to clarify something first before i say my point of view of "Singapore tai tai". Firstly, we are very clear that the main object of this China trip is to study. Of course we know that and it's very very important to us and our future.(we can't afford to fail). This trip is name as study trip and we are clear and we are aware that study comes first.
Secondly, we are girls and we do have our nature. We love nice things, we tend to be more emotional than others and girls enjoy things that guy don't. True right. When we spot and target things, we do think through and we have the habit of looking at the price tag!! We are not like those tai tai whom throw things at the cashier counter without looking at the price or worse, buy everything in that shop except display set!
Thirdly, we don't buy tings blindly or shop blindly. We do know the purpose why we are here and our "mission". We do know that we are here to study and experience a different culture and lifestyle here. Bingo... We are really experiencing it now. We are studying but on the other hand we are humans! We are not robots! We need to distressed and have fun too. We need care, we need warm and need people to understand. Yes, we are here to study but don't forget the fact that we are a batch of student who have passion and we have emotions too. We never become naughty(abit childish) or we become out of hands when we are here. The fact is that we are like this when we are in Singapore. Maybe he think we looked like tai ta but we don't act like them!
Don't treat us differently just because we are what we are. We know out limits and we do go to the library before we go anywhere. We can't be inside out room forever. We need fresh air. Huangzhou air!

Anyway, since we are named the "Singapore tai tai" then me myself have "live up" to the name. Not in the way of how tai tai present themself but we are just what we are.

Queen spoke at 7:16 AM

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

Queen spoke at 4:41 AM

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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

I was bothered by my skin condition recently! It's getting from dry to dryer and now my skin seems like dropping off. The itchiness is unbearable and i have stop myself from scratching but i really can't stop! Itchiness is really the second worse thing that a human could bear in this world,for me at least! I can't really get to sleep at night due to itchiness and I can really understand how my brother felt! I used to scold him when he scratched his skin and he will be upset. But the purpose of me scolding him is hope that his skin condition will not worsen due to scratching. But now.. I am experiencing it myself! Here, in china!

Both me and my brother suffer from Eczema(inheritance).Mine is not as serious as him. So what is Eczema?
Eczema is a general term encompassing various inflamed skin conditions. One of the most common forms of eczema is atopic dermatitis (or "atopic eczema"). Approximately 10 percent to 20 percent of the world population is affected by this chronic, relapsing, and very itchy rash at some point during childhood. Fortunately, many children with eczema find that the disease clears and often disappears with age
Although eczema may look different from person to person, it is most often characterized by dry, red, extremely itchy patches on the skin. Eczema is sometimes referred to as "the itch that rashes," since the itch, when scratched, results in the appearance of the rash

Eczema outbreaks can usually be avoided with some simple precautions. The following suggestions may help to reduce the severity and frequency of flare-ups:
Moisturize frequently
Avoid sudden changes in temperature or humidity
Avoid sweating or overheating
Reduce stress
Avoid scratchy materials (e.g., wool or other irritants)
Avoid harsh soaps, detergents, and solvents
Avoid environmental factors that trigger allergies (e.g., pollens, molds, mites, and animal dander)
Be aware of any foods that may cause an outbreak and avoid those foods

How can eczema be treated?
One of the most important components of an eczema treatment routine is to prevent scratching. Because eczema is usually dry and itchy, the most common treatment is the application of lotions or creams to keep the skin as moist as possible. These treatments are generally most effective when applied directly after bathing (within three minutes is a common recommendation) so that the moisture from the bath is "locked in." Cold compresses applied directly to itchy skin can also help relieve itching. If the condition persists, worsens, or does not improve satisfactorily, another effective treatment is the application of nonprescription corticosteroid creams and ointments to reduce inflammation.

Yes, I know if i want my skin to get netter, i cannot scratched. I will try. Haiz..... It really pain me to see my brother's skin. His skin is red in colour,similar to sun-burn. When a stranger asked him:"boy,you sun-burn ar?" He will just say yes and don't bother to explain. I really know how he feel and we didn't blame our parents or our skin. It's natural and we need to accept it. He have to apply at least 4 layer of cream to his skin daily. 3 time a day. Can you imagine?
I remembered when i was young, who ever bad mouth my brother about his skin. he/she will get it from me! Whoever point fingers at him or me, i will just go forward and confront. I remembered that during my primary school days, one of my friend say that my skin is horrible and scary. Know what i did? She is not my friend anymore! But i really have to say that my brother is more sensible than any guys of his age. He won't feel inferior because of his skin condition and he is still that happy-go-lucky guy. He wont be embarrassed to make friends or to society around. He won't complain about how he look with his skin condition. I really felt very glad that he understand and is making effort to his skin. He and my parent have tried every and any way to make his skin better. I have been eating Vit C and E to improved my skin condition because this is what my body lack.
I envy those girls with good skin condition. Imagine you are a guy and your girlfriend and a rough pair of hands!!!!!! Holding onto a rough pair of hand.My hand looked like a pair of grandma's hand. I do feel bad because of my skin. How i wish i can change the skin on my whole body. If ever there is this technology, I will be the first to try! But..no choice, I am born with it.I asked baby before that does he mind my skin.. Because he will have a lizard girlfriend!(due to my season skin changing!! ) He will just knock my head and say stupid girl, he don't mind. I really thank him. Love him so much.

There is no cure for this common condition. The main treatments are aimed at controlling and preventing inflammation and itching and include avoiding triggers, frequent bathing and hydrating of the skin, liberal use of moisturizers and lubricants, and the use of steroid creams for flare ups.

But I must say that i am lucky to have friends around me who accept me for who i am and a guy who love me. Thank you!

Queen spoke at 7:01 AM

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Monday, May 14, 2007

Yesterday wad mother's day and i ordered a cake online foe my beloved mom!!! I must say that it's very worth the price i paid. A 1kg cake with cute design saying "i love you mom" cost 39.90 plus delivery fee!!! When my mom received the cake, of cos she is happy and she didn't know that her careless daughter who is me will gave her a surprise regardless the fact that i am overseas!!! So i can conclude that i am still a good and a daughter with a "heart" isn't it?

We celebrate mother's day every year and I am with my mom every year on this special occasion. But this year, I am here in china so the little i can do to thank and love my mom is to send her a cake filled with all the things i want to say. It feels different because I can't get to see and eat the cake which i use to do every year!! okok.. This is not the main point, but i just felt that I want to be with my family on this day.

I am lack of sleep recently and i think is due to too much sleeping during weekend, But it's understandable. We need to wake up at 630 every morning. So it's logical for us to rest more on weekend. But... the problem with it was my eyes is wide open on Sunday night and i need to wake up at 630 in the morning.... Me and Jin is experiencing the same thing........................ Plus monday blue and night classes....

zzzzzzzzzzz............... baby... i love you and i have high EQ ok... love you

Queen spoke at 5:22 AM

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Friday, May 11, 2007

It's 1.13am now.. yes yes yes... Our internet is not being cut off.. Ya.. we are lucky today. In fact there are quite a number of time which the blur security uncle forget to cut off out internet connection. At the very first few times, we were very happy and felt.. wow... "today internet still on leh"... You know... At first we are very restless when the clock strike 11. Because that is when our connection is being cut ff. But one day, to our surprised it's not being cut off. We were like wow.... As you know, things are fresh and fun at the 1st time but not the 2nd. So basically for me, i will feel very nervous and was thinking is the uncle going to cut off our internet connection or i he not? Is he blur today or what?? haha....

When i am talking to baby, we were like guessing here and there. It was fun at the beginning but slowly, it's becoming more and more ..hmm.... how should i put it..... not much of different... Human are like that. When you don't have something,you will yearn for it. But when you have it, you will find that it's nothing fun and special anymore. argh!! this is how i feel now. Although i have my internet connection but there is nothing for me to do . Watched DVD,you tube,play game(i even played kong kong....) We have done what we could to entertain ourself .. Reading books all that... WE NEED NEW ENTERTAINMENT!!!!!!! Ever since i am here, it has been ages that i have watch or even touch the TV. Back at home, TV was just a daily part of my life. I can watched and touch it easily. But here.. NO!!!!! Whenever baby or my brother told me there are some new show showing now, i felt so far away. Because i am unable to watch it. I have been watching TV ever since i am born! During my childhood period, i need to watched TV in order to finish my bowl of rice. The main reason why i have to wear specs is due to intensive watching tv session!

But now, i have no tv with me... It's like something is missing. Actually beside watching tv we can do other things i know. But it's a habit. Suddenly TV is out of your life. I think when i am back in Singapore, i may not watch so much tv because it's now becoming a habit that i don't watch! I am so so so so s so so so bored!! All of us were feeling very bored. Staying inside this small room. Facing your lappy everyday or the 1st thing you are awake. Doing the same thing, check friendster etc........ Baby say i should be independent and find things to do... yayaya.. I know and i did..... I feel like shouting out:" I AM BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today, i conclude that in a relationship, we need to put ourself in each other shoes. Understand how they feel. Make this a part of your thinking process before you want to say something or quarrel with him/her. Because only by putting yourself in his/her hoes then you will feel the same way as them. Till then maybe you will understand why they act this way or say this sentence.

Queen spoke at 10:05 AM

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Monday, May 7, 2007

Just a few days ago, jun watch this korea movie DVD : 200 pounds beauty... It's about the story of this 200 pound lady going through the most terrible period of her life. She go through a series of plastic surgery to have her face and figure done! Just because she want to look pretty and slim in front of the guy she love!!! ah!!!!!!It's a summarise of the movie. If you want to find out more please watched it! Am watching it tonight.

okok... Now a question strike me! Is all these worth it?? Doing it for the guy you love? o..yaya.. The korea guy told her that he love natural beauty and he can't accept that the girl he love is a fake one ( means plastic surgery). AH.... She did all these for him but in the end?Hmmm... really make me wonder.

Changing for the better for the one you love is a god thing.(am doing it now!! Jog away my fat thighs) But does he know how to appreciate it? Why cosmetic exist? In my own view, it's to cover or make you look better and having the sense of confidence. Take myself for example, I can't live without eyeliner!!! The reason being i am born with a extreme small eyes! I have to use eyeliner to save my eyes!! I can't go out without drawing my eyeliner. I felt very uneasy you see. I will have the feeling that people are talking about my small eyes and saying how ugly it is!

I know it's something to do with my eyes but i can't help it! Having makeup on is not being vain or try to act "pretty" But i feel that is something to do with your confidence level! You look well,you feel well and it's you! See the point? I know what it means by natural beauty,but still no one is perfect. You need external factor to help you.... Inner beauty everything, i agree!! Totally agree.... But be realistic, first impression counts and guys, be honest! When you meet this girl whom you never seen before, the first thing you know about her and from her is how she look. By looking you can't see what is her inner beauty.... Guys.. lalala...

Guys will say:" no need makeup la. Plain then nice." Really? Do they mean it? Or they are just say for the sake of saying. I mean not every girl like to make up and change their "size". But i mean do it for yourself,have confidence. Don't let anyone to have the chance of talking bad about your shape and whatever. For your own sake!

I always tell baby that the reason i slim down is for my own sake! Not for him. Treasure and love yourself before anyone love you.

Queen spoke at 10:21 PM

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Friday, May 4, 2007

The things i miss.......... in Singapore....

Sentosa!!! baby promised me that we will go when i go back. Because he is going today and am sad that i can't be there.. i want to go!!
I want to orchard.... I miss the feeling of walking down orchard street and looking around at MNG,NYDC,Heeren.....
I want to slack with my baby..... anywhere will do...
I want to go shopping with my buddy they all at bugis streets.. (although things is much cheaper here)
I miss my grandma fabulous cooking.... yum yum...
I miss the scent in my room.. (there will be alot of different scent in my room, especially before i am out)
I miss chomp chomp food.. haha.... BBQ fish.. kangkong!! My mom's almond jelly.. ah!!
I miss shopping at vivo city..
I miss sitting on baby's car and roam around..
I miss the touch of my grandma..and her nagging...
I miss the way i sat at home and watched tv...(scv).. Since the day am here, we haven't watched any TV programmer!!
I miss the feeling of sleeping on the floor at home..
I want to go shop with Janice at compass point when we have nothing to do..
I miss the days when i watched dvd with baby.......
I miss chicken rice...hokkien mee....ho fen... poka green tea.. porridge...chicken chop..duck rice........etc...
I miss out family Sunday lunch session
I miss ngee Ann food.. mega bite tom yum fish soup
I want to have lunch with baby at ah seang..(i think i spell wrong)
I want to watch movie at cine,plaza sin.........
I want see Singapore soon!!! ( i know it's a bit over but........haha.)

Queen spoke at 11:32 PM

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HUH????? What??? Are you trying to say that our Chinese sucks??? Argh!!!!! Someone told me and jun that we should speak more Chinese than English because we are Chinese!!!!! okok...... Here it goes......

Went to town today with jan,jin and jun.. haha... I bought 3 pairs of black 3/4 but.....the sad part is 1 pairs looks weird on me and the other pair is too small!! argh!!!!!!!! But i am so happy that one of it was my favourite pair and i can wear it.. Love it.. haha.....

We headed back to school and jun say she wanted to go do her hair treatment.... So i accompany her while jin and jan go makan......... Once we stepped into the salon, a ZEBRA or should i say PRISONER was just standing right in front of us. Why is he a zebra or a prisoner, it's because he wore a black with white strips top!! wuhaha..... Laugh till we drop... lalaa.. okok.... Then he was so free so he help jun do her treatment.. okok.. Sounds fine right but NO!!!!!! He have serious AP (attitude problem!!!!!!!!!!) O my god..... He gave us a black and "whatever" face. Argh!!! What kind of service is that??!!!??!!???!! Now i know why there isn't service-charge in china.... lalalalal..

We pay for the service not the attitude you see.... There is a saying goes:"customer is always right"... But even if the customer have attitude problem, we should still smile and serve them. Even if we wanted to scold or shout at them very badly,but still we need to do it after we have served them or do it when they are gone. You won't leave a good impression for the customer if you show them your black face. As if the customer own you money.!!!!Even if you are having bad mood,you still have to keep it and serve!!!! If not don't come to work!!!!! The salon here hired mostly guys or should i say all guys salon!! haha.. This is the way they attract female customer. The interesting part was you will find that the one with the most customer is the one who have good-looks..... This is how the salon works here...

They don't care how bravo you can cut their hair,they think that having a good-looking hair- stylisht can have their hair done up nicely.. It's the scissors that do the job not their looks!! AH!!!!! haha... Another thing about the salon, their system here is different from Singapore.. They go according to how many customer you have today. So you will see people snatching customer and some famous hair-stylist will not have this kind of problem........

okok.. back to the zebra... I think he was pissed off by us because we communicate in English throughout... lalalalalal....... I seriously don't understand that what is wrong to speak English?. I was sitting beside jun and we were talking. So is natural for jun to shift her head abit and you know what?? He said in a very stupid and stern manner:" Don't move you head please!" So naturally, jun said:"opps,sorry" And the zebra was so pissed that he said:"don't speak to me in English!!" Jun was so angry!!!!!!! Argh!!!!! Cant' he said it in a more polite manners. So the more black-face he gave us, the more we communicate in English......... (talking something bad about him..) The best part was there are computers in the salon and while waiting for jun's hair to be dry up, he went to play QQ( local msn) . When jun's hair is done, he was so lazy and engrossed with QQ that he was reluctant to get up and help her to wash her hair!! AH!!! What kind of service is that??????????? Stupid zebra!!!!!!! Finally he drag his butt up from the chair. When he was washing jun's hair,he told jun that we should master our mother tougue well,don't communicate in English so often as we are Chinese!!!!

Of course we know that we are Chinese!!! AH!!!!!!!! They see us as foreigner(lao wai) not Chinese!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!! Hello!!! what language we speak is none of his business!!! That zebra Even told jun that he slept throughout his English lesson when he was young. Because he felt that he is a Chinese and should only know Chinese. There is no need for him to learn another foreign language. He think that it is redundant and waste his time!!!!!!!! ARgh!!!!!! I felt that he is just degrading himself and he is too LAZY to learn another foreign language!!!!!!!!! He sure STRIVE and upgrade himself and stop finding excuse!!!!!!!!!!

So i said very loud that we Singaporean know Chinese and we know how to speak Chinese!!! And i said : i felt that people should upgrade themself and learn other language!!!!" What a zebra in a salon!!!!!! I thought animals shouldn't be allow in a salon??? Wuhaha......

Queen spoke at 6:29 AM

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Thursday, May 3, 2007

You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise.
You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes.
You're in each thought I have
And every breath I take.
My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make.
I want to prove I love you
But that's the hardest part.
So, I'm giving all I have to give
To you... I give my heart.

The promise....
I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold
I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall
I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right)
I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow
I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree )
I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day
I promise to love you without change
I promise to make you laugh
I promise not to make you cry
I promise to give you strength when you are weak
I promise to love you forever
I promise to cherish you and your love
I promise to compromise with you
I promise to make you my first priority
I promise to never take your love for granted
I promise to never lose faith in you
I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me
I promise to always trust you
I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts
I promise to always be proud of you
I promise to never let you feel alone in this world
I promise to find new ways everyday to keep the fires of passion burning
I promise to always keep you as an equal partner
I promise to never say things to you in anger
I promise to be your partner for life
I promise to be your shelter from the storm
I promise you a love everlasting.

Queen spoke at 1:19 AM

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Yesterday was the 1st time i felt so lost and disappointed.It's also the 1st time that i am so emotional... I felt cold, i felt alone and i missed home and my love one... It has been 2 months since we are here and yesterday was the very 1st time i miss home so badly. So badly that i want to fly home...... Just dump everything here and that's it...... All of us miss home.... Finally,we exploded.... All our emotions start pouring out... Our tears start pouring out... Our discomfort start pouring out..

Being in a far away land.... You have only friends around you. We can only relied on each other can help each other through this time..... I though i can be very indepandent. But sometime, we are not as strong as we appear to be.... We have out soft part.. Yesterday was the 1st time i cried so badly because i miss my home..i miss cliff and i amworried.....

Actually. i felt that long ago.. the 1st 2 weeks we are here. I am getting very bored about the lifestyle here and i am emotional too... But luckily, my baby understand me and gave me his support.. My friend, my sister all here for me..... I know we are here to study,but din't you ever forget that mmost of us were all girls. We are emotional animals............... We can face everything on our own buy yet we can't faced everything on our own too.... The thing i looked forward everyday was to hear his voice................. and i am lucky that i have baby with me... thanzk you baby..... without you i won't be ablt to survived here... My friends too.. thanzk to them.. without them.. i will be like a nobody........... thanzk jun,jan,carmen,jin,qiao ling,karmene and yiting.. everyone here.... we will get through well and bearing with everything with out greatest courage.........

What is being a true friend?? Yesterday,i found the answer to that. I was enlighten by it and i learn something.

True friends means when she is in trouble, you are always there for her.Quietly and praying for her.

True friends means when she have trouble, don't asked. Because it's meaningless to ask. So what if you know what happened? Are you going to proved that you are her friend? You will fight the unjustics for her? Showing that you care for her? NO! all this care and concern, love is invisible. You need to us your heart to let her feel you. And i believed, she will snese it.

True friends means you need nothing in return. Just purely friendship.............. You know she is there for you and you are there for her.

True friends means using your heart but not your mouth...

True friends means you know it from the heart that you will understand her..

I love you all......... i am fine now.. i am pammie again.. the lively one.....

Queen spoke at 12:03 AM

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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

haiz.... this happened 2 days back.. My beloved Jin is down to gastic flu again.... This time round is the most helpess and most painful time for all of us.... She vomited 5 times and it pains me to see that. It's in the middle of the night,3 am. All of us waited till morning because we couldn't get anyone to help us..... We just sitted there, staring at the blank space. All of us is praying for jin.........

Morning finally arrived and me,jun and jan hurried her out. We went to the hospital and i swear i will never want to be there again. Even if i am sick, i die die also won't want to be there. I rather be in pain then go there. Their system works differently from singapore and this makes my blood biled! Everything is about money...... haiz....... But luckily,jin is alright now.... Haiz..

The pain and the feeling of being so helpess is the feeling of being cold.... very very cold......

Queen spoke at 11:54 PM

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From the 1st day i step into the land of china... I have been observing things and people around here... And i conclude some very weird and interesting things i have seen here..

The "no-need money" things here.....

Their oil and salt seems like it's free-flow.... Why do i said that? Due to different eating culture, their food here is more oily and salty their ours..........
Their cream here is free too...... because their cake here is filled with layers and layers of cream!!! They can even eat it!!!!!! A cup full of cream..
Their rice here also no need money cause they have big servers.. haha... we can't finished it everytime..opps...
Vegetable... big serving.. But their veghere is super sweet and nice... yum yum...
Fuel here seems never ending. Because the driers here like to drive very fast like nobody business.....

Queen spoke at 10:23 PM

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This is only some part of it.. haha.... there are still clothes!! wuhaha...... lalala....So of the things is my beloved jun jan and more.... haha

jan jan faked Gucci wallet..

faked LV wallet.. me, jan,kar and carmen have it.. haha

Jun's faked anna sui... haha

Our shoes!!!!! wuhaha........ all these belong to the 4 shopper,me,jun,jin and jan

my white bag

my faked gucci bag.. jun and carmen oso have it.. in different colour..

our food area!!

Who says china is conservative? This is on the street.. outside our school...

Playboy handphone chain... haha.. for me and my baby..

This is what i do during my history lesson.. opps..

My faked chanel wallet... haha

mine.....

mine..

mi ang jun.. on the way to heng dian...

Queen spoke at 1:40 AM

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Tuesday, May 1, 2007

haha..... the whole clz been to heng dian last week end... Its was a short trip... Fun actually but there is one thing that spoilt it!!! the RAIN... Been raining since the day we set off oto heng dian.. argh11.. Wet ..wet..wet.... this is the 3 words that i can use beside fun for this trip... NOt bad actually......... It's freaking cold like nobody buniess!!!!!!!!!!!!! We were freezing because we never bring enough warm clothes. All we have was a jacket... ARgh!!... But still... we made it through.. haha..

Heng dian ying shi cheng was the place we go.... It's a place where alot of movie is being filmed there... example: Jay chou movie, huang jing jia..... haha... We saw the faked fobiden city..... lots of it...... Photo will say everything...

at qing shi huang palace. a passenge way...

at qing shi huang palace...

interior........

olden days wet market....

hongkong street...

mi and jun actingshanghai tan... gun fight...

the forebiden city...

Queen spoke at 11:57 PM

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